Well the first thing is to consider yourself to be a great person as you truly are. Remember that everybody is special and have some unique qualities that not everybody has. And dont ever compare yourself to others, because that only makes you a stuck up person or just makes you depressed.
and always smile, because when you smile, you are letting people know that you are happy and confident and that you are not going to let anybody bring you down. And by the end of each day, you should be gaining so much confidence that you wont ever think that you are not confident again. :)
D: You cant stop looking. How will i find you if you arent looking for me? I will still keep on looking for you regardless. When i find you, we are gonna bake some choclate chip cookies. :D I love cookies. haha. And after im going to make you the happiest girl ever. I will give you the world and make you my princess. And if you dont want to be my princess, you can be my hero, because you know, guys need saving too. ;) Well i hope i find you soon cuz i really want to hug you right now and never let you go. Well got to go look for you. bye :)
Everybody has a judgement about us now
They try to tell us how to live life.
But in the end we just don’t care because when we wake up, we are on each others pillows.
And I know that it might be easier to go with the flow, but Im here to let you know that that I’m here to stay.
We are basically the same. We both go to college, and we both share the same interests.
So why would I want to be away from you.
I know that the world might be a little hard sometimes. But I want you to know that if you ever feel like you want to cry, I will be here for you.
I know that sometimes we might put a smile on when we are sad but i will always be by your side.
Together, we will let go of all our problems and we will escape to another reality.
Here we will be two souls merged into one.
And when we got to come back to our current reality and face our critics, just remember I love living with you in my life.
In any reality, you are my life.
From the way you smile and your eyes sparkle, my life just revolves around you.
The only thing I would never give up in life is you.
So forgive me now for being so selfish, but I will never let you go.
I will forever hug you tightly and just wish that nobody tries to steal your heart away.
So tell me why I should even think about letting you go?
Hmm, I haven’t known what to blog about lately, so I guess I will just give you an update on my life.
Well I guess my life is alright. The only interesting things that are happening soon is that I’m going to get an apartment and the state fair. Hopefully i get my apartment by next week. I’m super nervous since I’m going to actually be living on my own for the very first time. Maybe I should get a roommate. I do not know yet. Another thing that is happening soon is the Arizona State Fair! I can’t wait. Last year was pretty fun, and this year it should be funner. So as you can tell, I’m excited.
While i was writing this, I was texting my friend Elvia and I found out she never has had cherry pie! I’m shocked that she is totally missing out on something so great. Somehow I will get her to try it. It’s my new goal in life. I also asked whether she thought being vegetarian would be hard because I was thinking about it, and she told me probably since she would eat chicken nuggets in front of me but she said if I failed she would share. :). Isn’t she the most awesome person ever? Anyways if I failed and she’s sharing chicken nuggets, I don’t think I would mind failing that much.
Well changing the subject, I got my the results of my quiz on art and I got a 72. I know that’s low, a ‘C’, but I was expecting to do worse, so I’m actually happy with that grade. I’m going to try to study more to see if I can do better in my next quiz. Speaking of quizzes, I got an upcoming one this Wednesday for chemistry 107. I think I’m going to do pretty good, since I understand the stuff she’s been talking about. Well I guess that’s about it. I know I have been kinda neglecting this but I’m going to try harder to post more often or at least to keep posting once a week like how I have been doing. Well anyways, I hope all of you have a great day and thanks for listening. All of you are super awesome!
My dreams are always just so perfect. I have everything I could ever ask for. I dream of love, of happiness, of adventure, and I dream of truth. Sometimes, I don’t even want to wake up because waking up is always so difficult because you have to face reality. As soon as I wake up though, I just lay there and reminisce about my dreams that I had. But sometimes I cant remember, and that brings me great pain because I know I had an amazing time there. It is true what they say, that its hard to live your life when your dreams are always so much better than reality. But you know what, that’s a lesson we all must learn, because everybody has moments of weakness in their life but we also have times of greatness.
I love you.
I love your eyes, your smile, your personality. I love everything about you especially how you make me feel. I just want me and you to get in the car and just leave the world behind. We know our love is all that we need. We will live in a world of dreams where the stars will explode all around us. We can lay under the clouds and just stare at the moon and all the shiny stars. We will have so many adventures just the two of us, that we will have the time of our lives. We will never leave our world. I would let my world come crashing down on me as long as you are still there, enjoying life.
Together we will always be in harmony. And the day we are forced to leave, don’t forgot I will still be there by your side even as time goes on. I will be your shining light and you can be the sparkle of hope that always keeps me going. If one day we are separated even though it would be almost impossible because I will always be hugging you tightly. I promise that I will spend the rest of my life looking for you and that I would give up my life before I forget you.
You are the apple of my eye, my life, and my hero. You are my one true love.
Well college has been ok. I guess. My classes are alright. They aren’t boring except maybe art because we just interpret them. The only problem i have with college is that I’m to quiet in all my classes so I don’t really know anybody yet. I do know like three people that go to GCC, but they’re not in any of my classes so I feel all alone. I just wish I was more sociable but I just can’t ever seem to do it. And that’s how I am in real life; just really awkward and shy. I do try to hide it, but sometimes, it’s just too much. I know that I should be used to it, seeing that I’ve been alone since forever but I’m not.
All I want in life is somebody who I can spend my life with. Someone who accepts me for who I am even with all my insecurities and tells me that they love me every single day. If for some reason I can’t have that just yet, then I want a friend who is there when I need them the most. I can’t believe that I never had a girlfriend yet. Pretty pathetic, huh? It’s not that people haven’t asked me out; they have. It’s just since I’m so awkward and insecure I just put it off and push them away. I wish I don’t but I’m to scared of getting hurt. I am really terrified of rejection. I did ask out this one girl, well technically my friend did for me and well she said no. She didn’t say no because she didn’t like me. We were always hanging out, but she thought of me more of a friend and she liked someone else. I felt so awful when she said no though. I felt like the world was coming crashing down on me. It was just awful. I was afraid of getting hurt then and when that happened I became even more scared.
I thought I could change during college but it’s kinda hard to change when you are shy and don’t try to talk to people. I’m thinking of joining a club, that should make me meet new people and more sociable. Well that’s my rant for today. I hope all of you are having a very awesome week. And if somehow you aren’t, just remember there’s always one person who thinks you are special. Me! :D
Well bye and if you read all of this, well let me just say that you are just plain awesome and I love you very, very much! :)
You amaze me every day and I don’t know why.
You can be doing nothing, and im so intrigued by you.
You got me smiling and making me feel something I never felt before.
I wonder what it is?
Is it love?
Is it infatuation?
I don’t know, but I do know that it has me drawn to you
Could you possibly be my other half,
The person who has the key to my heart?
I hope you are, because I am getting tired.
Tired, of running hundreds and hundreds of miles of looking for you.
I keep finding others who lie and tell me that they are the one that im looking for,
But I know deep down, they are not.
With you though, I feel different
Just seeing you, make makes my day 10,000 times better,
And your smile, don’t get me started on that.
When you smile, the sun shines brighter than a thousand stars and I just fall more in love with you.
I’m totally captivated, especially when we are under the stars at night and moon light catches your eye.
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This is a day Americans will never forget.
Hi. Im Ricky Olguin. A 18 year old writer that enjoys writing occasionally stories, and anything humorous or informative. I take...
